hi again

I found a song on Youtube a few weeks ago, and I can’t stop listening to it… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fn4gXdCIPRY it’s wonderful. It’s about self harm, cutting. And yes, I cut. I’ve been cutting myself for almost four years now, I’m turning 15 in July. The song in fact makes me cry sometimes when I listen to it. I can relate to the lyrics 100%. I also read a few of the comments on the video on Youtube, and some people said the song kept them from cutting. It doesn’t work for me though, but nothing does so whatever. Well I doubt anyone will ever read this, but if someone does, I suggest you look the song up.

I also have some kind of eating disorder. I wouldn’t say I’m anorexic or bulimic or anything, but I’m trying to avoid eating as often as possible. And I sometimes throw up when I’ve eaten, not everyday though. So I don’t really know. However, I found a song about anorexia aswell, it’s made by the same person who did the song i linked above. He is amazing. The anorexia song made me cry too. Here’s the song btw http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o58aVOJeUSA check it out. I keep listening to both of them even though it’s not the type of music I usually listen to, but they are really touching.