breaking down

Well… At school yesterday I was going to have home economics as my last lesson. And I was standing outside waiting for my teacher to start class but suddenly I heard a loud scream. I jumped and looked around but no one else seemed to have noticed. That was weird, since it was so loud. I shrugged and tried to forget about it but a few seconds later I heard the same scream again. I didn’t think twice, I turned around again but still, no reaction from the others. I left the group and went out to the corridors and again, no one was there. This was starting to get kind of scary. I heard something behind me, again, I turned around, again, no one was there. My breathing went faster as I kept hearing the strange noises, it felt like they came closer and closer each time. I could feel my own heartbeat.
At last, I closed my eyes, covered my ears and just screamed out loud. I fell to my knees and I felt something touching my shoulder. I screamed again,”leave me alone!”, yet it didn’t let go off my shoulder. I looked up and faced my friend. She had a strange expression on her face. I sighed in relief. I started sobbing and hugged her tightly. She put her arms around me and whispered in my ear how everything was alright, everything was fine and how she cared about me more than anything. I knew that wasn’t true, but it felt good to hear her saying it. I continued sobbing and I could feel my eye makeup streaming down my cheeks. We sat there for almost an hour, just hugging each other. I could feel my self hate increasing more and more each minute. But when she was there with me, it felt better. I can’t stop thinking about what really happened. I have no clue what’s going on, and I’m not sure if I actually want to know…